checked the email.
the one whom noe me shuld noe. i dun check email at all de. unless yahh someone else is in oversea and i noe they'd email me den i'd religiously checked the email.

i saw a email from ____.
in chinese. cox his eng not gd. 1 yr past. den my rej. now the email. wasnt feeling anithing much except yahh right ULTRA SHOCKNESS.

didnt noe why. my rej then. now 'd still have his email. somehw kinda sry that i dun keep in contact with most ppl i rej. and i kinda forgt this friend in some sense. i'd reply the email ignoring all the concerns. jus an email of saying hi to a long time no see friend.

maybe in the email. i shuld mention../i had this urge to mention..
now there's a someone there whom i'm holdin on? bt this seem so mean. *PULL HAIR* but i dun lke ppl thinking of me when i'm nt thinking of him. seens so damn unfair. mayb he'd bless me? i duno.

wishing me be a happygal jus lke my email.
i'm happy cox of the love ones. bt unhappiness took a major part of the life now.