i did start my day with a smile.
becox.. i met sihui on the bus!! (usual for thurs!)

and later at sch bus stop. saw cindy kang.
i swear if not for.. so many ppl at sch bus stop.. i'd hav jumped and hug her! lke damn seriously. but of cox i didnt. jus hold her hand and talk for awhile. cox she had to go for class and yah i was lazy to stand up.

the two made my day with a smile. (:

but rest of day didnt went tt well.
csas3 test. i finished in time. (way before i had lke 20mins before paper end?) althou' i find the paper v difficult. but i find the spelling part manageable. but most of the A4s (ps; my class name) said about not able to finish in time.

hell. why i had so much time left to even check paper twice?
somehw gt a i izzit anyhow do? tts why wa so much time? :( shucks.

and there's csas proj in. :( but it seem my grp ppl are gonna be nice to work with.
there's say hian. lilian. aiting. mahes. and lynnette. but i still had no clue of how the proj work. kinda lost.

den sighhh. supposed today can meet my dear ying for lunch. but well in the end nvr. next time next time!! i'm missing ying! hell loads. *PUFFFFFFFFFFFFF*

and well. nls tml submission. everything done.
fpqa editting ended earlier den expected. *cheers for this 2 complete*

and well. home time.
somehw if today ended 6 i'd be able to meet cindy kang at inter. and jus lie on her or mayb pester her to talk to me. whine and whine to her. i noe v kid. but somehw it'd be damn gd to end the day with someone i can jus rely and smile rather den frown. :(

home. i jus laid on bed and slowly drift to bed. dearest asked if sth went wrong. somehow i really dont lke the me now. holi supposed be a time to recharge but packed with projs.

how many ppl 'll appreciate tt i acty wasnt going to work this coming holi for the wkday? i'm jus workin the normal wkend. not earning the extra buck? becox i'm afraid clash with proj and cant make the committment. but well.

alot ppl tinking why i alwaes had to work. somehw i wasnt taking allowance. spending wad i earn all on my own. but how many ppl unds? i gt tired of pondering all this. study+money matter. sometimes all jus damn fked up. making me terribly vexed. :'(

sth to be happy :D
ytd talked to mummy. its been how long since i reali talk to mummy abt my stuff? sch matters thou' i wish i'd share more with her. but well i'm contented. talkin to mummy and i've cried. the accumulation of the whole day ytd. but quickly i've wiped my tears. didnt wan her worry about me this much. and yahh told her abt my plans to branch into nutri next sem.

and yup. replied the email.
i'm proud of my chi. and i tink i phrase things in a nice way. mayb for me i tink its nice.

*life isn't abt waiting for the storm to pass; it is abt learning to dance in the rain *
i'm learning. v v hard.

如果累了。。
我可不可以任性的放手。。说放弃？？