i hate dont lke the me now. *hate a harsh word
really really hate dun lke.

thx laine. sarah. ying. dearest. (:
*BIG HUGS* for 'em all.


its the i noe u tried ur best. dun blame urself. smile. blah tt makes me feel even more self blaming. history alwaes repeats itself. yet if i can climb up the prev time. so i can now. right. the world arent crashin me. nono not yet. am i right?? twin saying of few marks ok de. bt still hmm. i unds bt i'm caring alot too.

its alwaes easier said den done. even thou' told dearest after this wk i wont sad i'd jus move on. but i just noe how difficult its all gonna be to move on. there'd alwaes be this confident lacking. tts it yvonne. cry whine all u wan this wk. and next wk brand new wk. must be.

i'm evil! haha. :p tink he'd really faint by me one day. suggested lets dun eat tgt just now. and i'm all hands for tt. becox i really dun hav the mood to eat. food doesnt make yvonne a happier gal. at least for now its not. chocs oso arent workin its way this time. v down. the heart.

however. lighter note. i've been msgin sarah today! &meetin her on fri. (despite i tink i hav to rot in library 1st.) but nahh not complaining. fri a good day u noe. especially at nightttt! :D:D:D & sat vonne 'll try dun cry. (x

totally i wish i'm invisible. tts all folks.
time to move on.
bye. ps; all ------ is wad i've edit.

& cramping sucks. alot v v pain. damnit.
o5more days!~Y