tskk. long day.
the day seemed so hard to pass today.

as in time passes damn slow today.
but well. lunch today is alrite. (: was glad my teh wasnt ga dai.

and the whole day was busy finding the variences. (duno hw its spelled). and well the 2 guys kept on teasing me. its ok if once or twice. but when its often. its irritating. capital I.

and well. the day is boring. as any usual workin days.
and well i tink most customers at it fair? anyhw there wasnt much today.

& well dinner was bad. my teh became ga dai. for i duno wad reason. and well true enough i didnt finish both my teh and my nt so nice noodle. and well kinda torture to drink v sweeet teh. makes me kinda starting hav phobia with tt man. tskkk.

cox i wasnt such a going into sweet taste stuff gal. except for the sweet ppl put in mouth and suck if nt i didnt lke sugar much. even if dessert i'm nt into those v sweet de. (xcept chng teng) tts why i seldom eat dessert too.

and well. by the end of the day i'm dead tired alrdy. tts why i didnt wanna go xplanade after work with the rest of ppl. becox even after work.

i talked a few nonsense. funny nonsense. wasnt talking sense i tink. tskkk. :X but well. nvrtheless i enjoyed night as usual. (:

sighhh. it wasnt easy to pls both party.
to alot of things. i tink other den in terms of physical balance i'm bad i'm oso no gd in balancing the scale of humans relationship.

when u gain someone impt u tend to lose other ppl. i used to not believe this. but now i'm starting to believe to some extend. sometimes balancing the human scale can got me rather tired. mentally drained.

wasnt blaming anyone.(xcept myself perhaps?)
when i tot i was understanding enough. it den appear tt i wasnt as understanding as i tot myself am. how saddening is this. to slowly discover this thing. :( but nvrtheless i'd hav tried to be more understanding.

if i wasnt understanding. or anyway am i nt gd. pls tell me.
but in a way tt dun hurt me.(: somehow i'm afraid to noe the truth too. but i wanted to be the one tt everyone lkes. but i cant. and nvr was.

well on a lighter note.
tml i'm out with the 2 dear ones. & 1st time wearing fbt.

hopefully all will b fun. and fbt v short hor. thus another thing tried new? bt anyhw i'm fattttt. tinking of giving up teh le. cox if everything ga dai i'd hav been fattter. tskk bt hard.

cox now my new fav is drink mooo moooo. (milk!)
and i dun lke low fat high cal milk. only lke the normal one. tt is fattening if compared. but well anyhw. milk gives calcium. *trying convince myself* despite i dun lke high cal milk. :X tskk.

but no more moo moo. no more choc.
at home. :(