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i dont lke the feeling of being left out. :(
even thou' i noe hw things changed. bt its still saddening to noe news of her throu' other routes. yes. and nt from her mouth. anyhw jus glad i wasnt the last to know. :'(

am i the one with a prob? highly chances of the ans being a yes.
2 ppl i've drift with. thou' ppl all say i haven change. even if i hav its a good change? but why. 2 ppl suddenly drift from me. sighhhhhhh.

bu shi shuo hao le. fang qi?
giving up on things are so hard. xpeciali things i've put in 100%.
100% in friendship. in trust in ppl i choose to trust. but backfired. how great. wadeva.

jus ignore. i'm emo-ing. :(((((

yvonne needs choc to cheer her up

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just now ard 530pm i woke up from my nap.
1&half hr of nappppp.

woke up cox i on msg tone. & wb(my alarm clock :p) msg in.
ewwww 1st hand news. its a v v gd news. *spams smiley*

but somehow. omg 1mth. tskk.
yvonne is nt looking forward to june. but to dec. but dec hav to be after june. so its irony. anyhw june still have to come. jus not looking forward. :X

just now dinner i sort of scolded my lil' bro. cox he was being v attitude to daddy. seriously. daddy and mummy pampered him too much. thou' now his at the rebellious age. i tink they shuldnt' lke too "rang" him.

i told him. can u dont be soo attitude nt. den he showed me a black face. tskkk teenagers nowadaes. tink one day i'd jus flared up on my bro. becox his being v rude and the time i had at home was so limited. the whole family is workin xcept him. (ok his too young) but cant he b a lil' more understanding. grrr.

& wads with the world nowadaes. sick or sth?
why is everyone (almost) ard me using nabei? wasnt tt against this word. but wasnt into it. thou' it is lke tmd. just a lang tt ppl use to xpress 'emself?

anyhw i still lke my tmd more. :D
sounds nicer in any way. in my way. blahhhh. crap but nb sounds soo crap. closer friends who use nb to me i'd hav say nb shit. >.<"

ok jus random rantings.
i lke drink moooooo mooooo. & no more at home. :(