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YING ONLINE. bomb me with SURPRISE.
ewwwwwwwww SMILE BIG BIG. my night lights up more!!!!! loves loves loves. ^^

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grrrr.
msn seems so cold. without my dearest ying online. :(

miss her liao. anyhw go her msn left her offline.
you wouldnt wan noe wad i left her. :P but she'd smile i tink. HEHEHHEE.

i tink i can b sugar. becox sweet to her. woots. ok anyhw.
(bt cant go lke tt fan other ppl. hahaha if nt.. omg)

the day is boring. despite sleeping earlier ytd. i'm still sleepy.
1st otw to work. on the bus. when the bus turned. i almost knocked onto the metal pole. cox i was standing. totally instantly woke up. tssskkkk.

but bak at work. i'm sleepy agn. sian suppose same shift as wb. in the end he kena changed shift. :X but i had an ok lunch. with 2 fulltimers. interesting gossips. bt i listen half nia. cox it gets too gossipy (no such word? wadeva :p)

and the whole day was sian to max. nth much to be done. tts how strange humans can be. when u've gt loads to do. u complain of tired. when u'r free still u'd be tired. tired of trying to find things and do.

but well. dinner was a torture. i reali tink i eat more when i focus on my food. as in keep looking at it and stuffing into my mouth. den listen to ppl talk. cox i ate quite alot during dinner. and wasnt paying any attention to the no substance conversation. -.-

somehw i duno why. when i lose interest in ppl's conversation i'd just really ignore. and dun even bother to smile or wad. jus literally really ignore. kinda rude bt well somehw didnt wanna change this part of my character. :( its bad. *shake head*

and anyhw. trip home was still the best of the day. *spams smiley*
more and more i believe in trusting each other. (x

tssk. nowadaes been randomly reading stranger's blog.
some v young alrdy had rom registered. and one of the blogger even had 2 kids. (fyi. she's my age 17 going 18) older kid alrdy 3yrs old. freaking young. bt she's nt married to the bf becox she's afraid of commitment.

wonder hw they muster courage to step into another phrase of life..
so fast so young. and makes me tinking. my dream is also so young. tskkk.

saying is easier den done. but doing it alone is soo brave.
but yet so risky. tsk random.