i've had a roller coaster ride of feelings today.
from the morning lost and helpless to jap relieved to jus now happiness to now.
heavy hearted.

morning. seein levina's cry. seriously i'm at a loss of wad to do. all i'd hav done was offer tissue let her cry. and patting her all the while. but i cant do much. :(

other den tt. sch was alrite? thou' the root of problem was still there. but. somehw the day survived w.o any major things. i was afraid everyone would hav break down.

i didnt wanna giv much comment but jus neutral. i wasnt a conflict type of person. perhaps tts how i alwaes handle things. leave things as it is. or rather i avoid problems. tts me hur.

but no matter wad. i didnt wanna the falling of cliques and blah. but well let time sort things out?

and den jap. how great we've rehearse and the grp been alrite today. bt well this guy v weird as in noisy. eeeks i cant stand noisy guys. :(

and home. at tp bus stop. i saw ying!!! we both missed 1 of our bus jus to chat. imagine we jus met 2 days ago? HAHA and its nice meetin her. one of the best thing tt happen today. (: smiling kicks away swayness. by ying. but heh i didnt smile much de.

and later i slept at home. till almost 8 dinner time. i saw CINDY KANG. nono its she saw me. and pat my head i tot who so rude. and there her. and damn happy i go say hi to her family. from one end of the coffeeshop to the other. den cindy was lke huggin me and we chat abit.

daddy was lke whose she. HAHA my pri sch best friend till now! dont play play. seriously shes the one i can kao on. the nearest person who stayed near me. even if i wanna forgt her oso cant can! *not tt i'd she de forgt her la*

and now. sadness. heavyness fills my heart. sorry sis.
i didnt wanna argue anymore. i'm tired. so are u arent it? so lets promise we'd stop arguing? let time prove everything else. trust me for once. really once.