i'm tired. from sch.
sch with conflicts.

sch with stressing god damn it exams. sch w.o the penguins. i'm day dreaming abt havin u all there with me. and life changes. my dearest friends 'd hav been busy with jc stuff too.

很多事我没说
只是不知道也没必要。。

but some things or rather almost everything i'd hav tell some of the dear ones. becox i dont wanna hide from anyone of 'em. i'm sry seems to be sth i've been sayin alot recently. real recently.

sch is killing yvonne. with fredr a killer. i'd done till wee hours today. later i'd start doing. really.grr holi quick quick come. i nid time on my own alone. or with the dear ones. anithing away from sch away from results.

all the while i hate 比较 竞争
till nw i hate 'em too. :( i'm who for i am.

u'd see a smiley yvonne during holi. really. i promise. (:

*edditedd @ 2.02am
i'm sooo gonna die. things aimed wasnt done. fredr killing me. i felt lke tearing the paper. nopes duhh bt gonna slp at 3am= 1 hrs time.

huh huh tml work i'm gonna b a zombie. except its cox of sch work.
& somehow tsk i duno how to phrase things nicely.

i'm tired of sch and dying from the radiation from the laptop. been on it for duno hw many hrs. luckily i slept from 7+ almost 8 jus now. bt slping doesnt sort my feeling.

now i jus dun wana care abt sch stuff. the conflict or wadsoeva.
focus yvonne wah. focus. yes i'm doin it. damn it.

i wanna teared today bt i hold it.
i'm brave.? or pure silly..