i'm really lost. :(

everything seem so packed up. i feel really lost. the mind damn frustrated. i duno how to describe this feel. but i feel so damn weak. cry when i've hit my limit. or almost i'm reaching. i'm really really lost. tell me. tell me. am i wrong.

the whole mind in a whirl. terrible state.
i dont lke the me whose tears threaten to fall/had alrdy fallen. the me who wears no smile. seriously morning when i was msgin i was smiling. but once.. everything came fallin down. so much so i noe i'm being v whiny.

i dun lke the me whose laughing bt deep down i'm nt happy. (yes i noe hw humans cant alwaes be happy bt..) i really hate it to how when stress came in. my body auto show signals. (wad the whole holi i've been tuning bak to normal cycle. now becomes haywire agn) damn.

the ride home. i reali dun lke it. acty wanted to once agn walk ard bedok area alone. (bedok boring to me alrdy cox i'd onli go all the way towards ntuc any further i'd be lost) but becox the sky threatened to rain.

i wanted to walk a bus stop ride home oso. just some walkin do me good. bt agn the sky. :( the bus ride home i was sorting thoughts with voices in my head. (nt the one dearest tot) its jus when i run thought there'd be voices.

home i napped. cox dearest asked me to. and yes i did feel better after tt. and nw online saw ying xtra double better. the 2 are miracle pills. ^^ yet i dread the arrival of tml. :(

stronger stronger pls. everything gonna end soon i hope. :(
yvonne dun lke the whiny yvonne now. >.<