wads life been for at home whole day.
and not out of hse? (xcept to pack lunch.)

its nt boring but a damn lonely feel at home. :(
i've only the lappy. the tv (which i nvr on today) and my itouch.

and perhaps my mickey. but its on the bed. and it cant talk to me.

morning 10 wake up. (cox i set alarm) and webcam with bff.
to get the link from bai fen bai ytd. stupid me fall aslp on sofa ytd till 2am. when i alrdy cheng till 1am to watched tt show. funny to max.

and video cam with her. and ding ding. hp msg in.
my dearest msg me!~ but worried. vomit there. :(

v excited to share with erica. haha the msg throu video cam. and email-ed him.
i tink i spam alot mails le. now msn with him. BUT WHY WEBCAM DUN WORK IN SHANGHAI! :( it worked liao. VIDEO CAM! *smile smile* show my mickey to him. and i've some pics nw. (x

*wasnt meant be emo*
if i worked today. mayb i wont be lonely at home. bt agn i dun wan it crashed with proj and i tink i nid some time to think. to rest. to recharge. bt somehw contradicting irony to how i lke the peaceful-ness at home. alone. yet i dun lke the lonliness hidden behind.

perhaps i'm too used to hectic life thus once the pace slowed down. i start to feel the emptiness inside within me. this wasnt meant to be emo. i shuldnt be complaining. soon i'd be busy agn. so now shuld be enjoying the peace. shuldnt i??

世界的喧哗；心里的空虚
两种对比。。好强烈

遮住耳朵还是听得见外面的吵闹
做很多事让自己好像很忙;其实不然

从新学着。。放慢脚步
看看身旁的人；事；物。

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