the day went on fine. but i wake up gloomy. :(
nth much today. no much bangs and bumps or wad.

morning we reached pop quite early. browse the storybks. and dearest dream cute dao! (x

jus the penknife blade touched the hand. but wasnt bleeding.
a lil' scratch cox of 3m light. and the leg stil hurt abit.

lunch was alrdy msgin erica abt i tink today i'd v sad. tml worse. she replid aiya 3mths only v fast de. zoom past. i replied 3wks pls 3mths i'd die man. ask him bring me go. :p

today dinner hav shian and edric. edric makes me tink poly diploma really hav hope in some things. i noe tts wad i'm doing now. survive throu' all this no matter how tough it is. i noe i noe. shian's i shuld go uni. gals shuld go uni. if not u wait ppl feed u meh. i nod head.

i wont be those type married le will work wa full time type. but i wont wait ppl feed oso wad. tskkkk. and shian was saying my hp gonna be quite quiet 3wks. and i shuld dial international call. if i dial i sure kena from mummy wad. -.-

today's the last day i saw yn. she's been the one who guide me all along and i nvr gt scolded by her before despite everyone sayin shes harsh shes fierce blah. bt she dote me i can feel it. gonna miss her.

and after work update bankbk. dearest say my watch gettin looser. tsk i noe i noe. (: talk to dearest alot. on the bus oso. he sent me home. we talked alot at the hse bus stop. alot alot. i noe i'm gonna miss dearest dao lke wad. from dec to now everyday msg from nowadaes gdmorning till gdnite msges.

i told him. when i see him 3wks later i'm going to beat him dao si. (i duno why i lke nudge or hit him) beat dao si i tink dear ying unds why. :p 19days v fast de right? the hardest was to say bye to him. v v tough.

i'm v glad he unds my reason for the random. (: i wanna blessing. bt i waitin dearest bak. see wad can be done to my bracelet. lke the hook wan came off le lehhh. oh yah i tink i no nid go library alone liao lah. i've 3bks to read. one i buy de. 2dearest de. soon i tink my hse alot his things cox i take and nvr return lke tt. hehe.

THANYOU ELAINE. (:
finally dear ying online. i cant wait to meet her one day i swear.

and i'm v happy recently erica and my msges. i kept tellin her wo shi ke ai de yvonne. ke ai de yvonne do this ke ai de yvonne do tt. its bhb bt i duno why i can do tt to her. when i noe its irritating. :p

i'd be seeing u in 3wks time. to be exact count down from tml 19days. jus 19 days i'd hear ur voice over the phone once u touched down. and when i see u i'd beat u!! :p Y

dont know why things from then all flow to the mind tonite.
happiness sadness. all here. but its all for a gd cause?

tml start 19 more days.