happy 18th bdae jh! (:
before its 12. haha and ps; why u younger den me by 1mth!!! tskkkk. makes me feel older. but anyhow there'd be a yrly event for ur bdae le. ^^ and hor.. i hope all of us one whole the next yr lke wad i told u in the sms. (:

sigh i'm so damn tired alrdy.

been in sch since 830am till abt 530pm.
doing the fpqa proj. but still alot undone. sigh.

and true enough the laptop alone is enough to crash me. with the adapter.
i even had to giv up my water bottle at home cox its too heavy to add on the weight.

and went to tamp library with mahes. but cant find info on FI proj.
thus back to tp library agn. luckily there's mahes. (: if not kinda scary to be alone at red spot. abit dark there oso. eeks now go in library

after which dearest is waiting for me at tp overhead bridge. (:
was really damn happy to see him ^^ den we waited for 69 to go tamp.

and my bag became MUCH LIGHTER. hahhaa thx to him. help me carry my laptop despite his having one in his bag too. :p *i'm spoilt :p

wanted to initially watch the movie. but no more?? :( and went to century oso dont hav. thus we went tamp1. today met so many ppl. dearest's brothers. yf. eliza and ivan! den we went to mac to get my wireless.sg to be done. (x

now i hav an acc. ^^ but weird pw. the type i cant rmb de. and got a call from ivan to ask if the 2 of us wan to join 'em for dinner. so we was alrite with it and met 'em at tamp mrt. and OFF TO AIRPORT. for popeye. (:

airport of cox mus hav skytrain right! :D
and waited for popeye to hav vacant seats. and yay. but sighhh i was supposed to be hungry u noe. (jus bread for brkfast at 7+ den another bread at 2+ for today) but i cant finish the food. sth hanging on my mind? or wad. this not the 1st time this wk tt i'm supposed to b hungry but i cant eat much. :(

den eww my shoulders really felt damn pain alrdy. when sitting down to have our meal tt time. and was really laughing out loud for the 1st time today.

we played some coloring thingie at the airport. i did 2. one of it not nice de. thus ta`da recycle bin. :P den the 2nd one. so colorful. but cut my finger. damn dumb even paper bully me. :( i get to paste my mickey plaster. (: and i'm v bad the colorful paper was given to dearest. :p

only person to get tt paper wor. HAHA. (:

den later its time for home. we headed seperate ways. (ivan&eliza. me&dearest).

on the way bak i was telling dearest how i feel of everything tts happen. seriously i feel i cant take all anymore. its all damn hard to acty control everything. but i nvr cry just now. really i nvr.
but later dearest say i look v tired. kelian. and when home suddenly everything crashed.
i really hate to be this weak. i arent supposed to be crying cox of all this. becox its nt worth my tears bt the tears stinging the eyes was damn damn pain. v v pain. and i'm really v tired

i dont lke tis fragile feel. really i dont lke.
call me a pampered or spoilt gal. but really the heavy weight on the shoulder. is too much for me to take. eyes v sting cox of tears. this is real bad. *shake head*