i'm quite tired alrdy.
but arent taking naps today.

mayb i'd slp ealier today?? :x

the day started off.. ermm nothing much. i'm feeling drained. napped on bus for awhile. and was playing ard with the grumpy hanging on my big big bag. den well gt this guy kept stare at me. grrr. my grumpy cute si liao lo.

ok la i'm oso childish to be playing ard with it. :( den met yanfang 15mins earlier den usual to accomapny her to go TP library to search for her jap books. den met the rest and started the day off.

den.. fpqa lec is boring to max. dry lke hell. (yes yes today i noe wads dry lec liao) not tt nvr have before but the 1st time since the word dry is said. haha. and really i've no clues abt fpqa. heard from ms mah it used to be 3modules?? but now combined into one. thus.. FPQA. -.-

sighh den its FI (food ingredients) lec. even the lec said its going to be a dry lecture. becox its an introduction to food additives. true enough. its so boring.

after which its lunch time. yes i'm feeling hungry then alrdy. despite i duno why morning i'm forcing bread dwn my throat. totally no mood to eat.

sighh. den i realised i've sent a moody msg to dearest w.o myself knowing. didnt mean it.. till he texted me to ask me are u moody. :( seriously i shuld nt be lke this. really dont lke this. :(

den its goin to com lab but hell its packed with the freshies. thus we went to cyber centre to do fpqa?? but nth much done. cox.. cant insert my thumbdrive. so lousy one.

den its NLS (Nutrition Across Life Span) lec. eww thes best lec of the day. its so interesting to hear from the lecturer. and her sharing with us her life. sch days and blah. even worked at hospital at dietician before. eww.

and fyi; she's pretty. (at least from my view) and her voice is nice. and today's lec despite alot of things seemed aliens to me. i tink i really wanna take nutrition. althou' i'd nid to learn. becox today some GROSS TO MAX pics were shown to us. and mind u its pics.

IMAGINE real life. u'd see it?? becox attachments at hospitals? duno if i'm able to overcome this not. and today's lec is ermmm. there's some things going on abt body fat. AND EWWW SERIOUSLY I TINK I'M FAT!!! :(:(:(

dont say no. HAHA becox if u pinch u'd noe wad i mean. eeeks body full of fats. hahaha bt i tink hor if keep see those gross pics and next time see 'em life. i'd have food eating disorder. but now. i'm still able to eat lahh. cox pics only. *act tough*

den its home sweet home. laughed myself silly watching cute babies videos on youtube with laine. hahah its so so CUTE of kids. biting the older bro and blahh. cute si liao. *wish to cuddle 'em tight tight*

tts all. some stuffs to be done.
i nid to reflect myself. (been saying it so many days. but sucks. :'( )

sometimes its better to be silent.
self isolation mayb reali 'll do me some gd??

ediited;
i really dont know wad can i do.
all i asked for.. is some peace.

is it tt hard?? :(