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or rather whole chunk of emo.

of whining. :'(

why am i so scared.
when i noe there's no use.

but i cant stop my mind from thinking. myself from feeling scared.

but no one unds the fear. i dont lke it when..
shall not whine all out bah.

i cant help but whine.
:'( the helpless feel sux.

i dont lke this feeling.
i dont lke when i keep throw temper. :(

hopefully tml will be a better day.
and 5days of eating medi 3times a day. how nice. :(((