the day ended with smiles (:
bt start of day was full of worries. :(

the day started off with me reaching hse busstop and later home agn. becox the very "smart" me forget my ezlink in another bag. -.- so another trip home. zzz. den i'm lke v tired and took a short nap in the bus. zzz.

bt later saw the sms from dearest i almost shocked to death. really. :(
sighh sighhhhhh. den wasnt in the mood for sch anymore. really damn worried.

den in sch had tut for csas3 and could only wish the time to past faster. bt later dearest still went back to sch. so i continue with the seoul trip with A8A4.

seoul garden is pretty fun with the class. (: bt i ate quite lil' and gav up. surrender alrdy. was damn fun. and tsk i doubt much ppl lke to eat with the food sci student. HAHA nt when u hear things lke.. e coli and blahh during ur meals. guess i'd hav to get used to this. -.-

bt i still had stomach for abit of icecream. and well same table with aiting. yy. chinying and yanfang. thx chinying for peeling the prawns. (: den yup kinda pester dearest to meet me. if now i cant let my heart rest from worrying. and yup he agreed to meet.

den.. after eating accompany yf to go singtel. den later shopped ard tamp1. and met dearest at tamp1. (: kinda shocked to see the bandage. bt glad wasnt into the eyes. and finally i'd feel less worried. den walk at tamp mall for awhile den we sat down at mac. chat. alot alot alot.

i lke it when we chat alot. when i can be myself really. let my guards down and smile truly. i lke the me at tt point of time. (: really alot. with no stress and talking everything for past few days with dearest and hearing abt his.

den went tamp pop for awhile bt couldnt find my laptop case or wadeva tts called. den went to take bus 31. the bus was ewww so damn packed. den was joking abt those gals with makeups and the nursing course gals. HAHA.

den decide to take bus from bedok inter cox bus 31 damn packed. a smart decision. ^^ becox i met cindy kang over there. HAHA. went to boo her. and later continued to talk to dearest den later my bus came and he went off.

went up to the upper deck and fool ard with cindy kang. damn funny every word she said i shoot. and every word i said she shoot. bt can tell her wad happened recently and blah. den i even sent her home. see how nice i am man.

bt i'm damn mean. cox we walked at the road. i push her to stand on the outside and i'm in the inside lane. so i wont be the 1st to be knocked by cars. weee she said i v bitchy wan kill my own gd friend. HAHAHA bt i just lke standin at the safer zone. :p

den later came home. had dinner with family.
just had a bread and orange juice. daddy kept want to stuff me food. tskkk.

and now. time to do sth.
有时；我真的忘了怎么笑。
戴着面具是这样的吗？

我好累好累。。
sometimes i really hope i can jus lie on sth.
and ignore the rest of the world.