yvonne is on her 3rd day of her 5days.
& tml releasing of results? if we signed up via sms???

sighhhh. feeling damn jumpy now. v worried.
wads done is done. cant b undone. bt i'm still worried. :(

tml i'd b v anxious. when 'll the sms come in?
before i go work? before lunch. during my lunch?
before dinner? before precount?? or wad.

anyhw tml i'd b v v afraid. worried.
& might cry if its nt clear pass. all i wanna was tt.

but i wont cry alone. (:

today a rather free&easy day.
lets seee. ermmm. i've done nth much except sticking to my hod. :p nono i did alot of things wadeva she instruct me to do i've done 'em. becox all was lke jus a lil' messy. so i jus nid to pack pack tidy it up a lil'.

& keep finding my hod-yn. yn wo hao le. den she'd say you shi ni. den she really gt nth for me to do. HAHAHA and yes i've sticked the location with her. & yup now i agree she really is dote on me de. cox i jus nid sit on the floor and stick the tape. and no nid move. she'd jus come over to me. and picked the papers herself. (:

but still. today i realised. i'm still a lil' afraid of height. althou' i've overcome most of this by able to stand high high on the ladder and arrange things. bt i'd still nid to hold on to sth before i'd let myself down the steps of the ladder.

& today while i do. i kept goin up and down the steps. becox of customerS enquiry. so later on i felt slightly giddy. sighhh and realised i'm still afraid of height. grrr bt nvm at least i still can do my stuff on a ladder. & on the highest step.

i'm tall. HAHA self deception. same thing as i lke to stand on escalator one step higher den ppl. so i'd be taller. :p but den well. tsk at work being short is a disadvantage. becox i cant reached the tall stuff. >.<

& well. tml precount. bt now i'm alrdy v tired. sighh. still after work is the best. :D but tml = home late. ok wasnt tt late to max timing bt the time tt makes me insecure. haha bt nvm ^^

jus now went ahma hse to take the things. and joycelyn. eww cute once in enter the hse she just ewwww HUG ME TIGHT TIGHT. hold my hand go to the room tell her mum. WO DE DA JIE LAI LE. ewww she finally rmb her dajie other den her fav sis. -.-

ps; v happy hear the word wo de. lke wo de ying call me her yvonne. jiu sweet dao si. HAHAHAHA. :D

and she asked me read her storybooks. read 3 chi stories for her. and keep sa jiao to me. her mosquito bite. cox she sittin on my lap till its numb. :X haha bt cute dao. before i leave she still gav me loads of hugs. and ask me kiss her. EWWWW.

but i asked her kiss my cheek instead. kids. the wonderful thing abt 'em. they gav xoxo (hugs&kisses) lke free when they love u. ^^

well. back to reality. afraid for tml.
& i tink my parents wan me fat. cox nowadaes home there'd b food for me or snack or dessert. oso cant say dont wan eat. becox they alrdy bought. tskkkkk. fat fat *shake head*

and the hse w.o elaine. is QUIET DAO.
but heng she'd b bak tml. HAHAHAHA. feels weird no one sleeping beside me at night when i flip my body. tskkkkk. but i cant place my toy on her bed wad. lke siao char bo. :P

sighhh. scared tml.
if all goes well 16mar i'd b able to hav fun ^^ with 2dear ones.