NO SUPP PAPER FOR YVONNE. !! (:
tts all i'm gonna tell abt my results.

becox only the dearest one to me noe.
the exact result and gpa. as in i tell 'em only.

so dont ask me. it'd be much appreciated.

well today its the precount day.
loads to do. my 4th day of working.

i'm dead tired. made some errors today. tml shall go amend 'em.
& well. today i tink i'm too tired. cox somehw halfway throu doin the arranging of stuff. i cant breathe tt properly. den when i tried to breathe hard. there's this sudden pain towards my heart area. ard there. i panicked for a short while.

but cox it wasnt the 1st time this happen lah. so i wasnt tt afraid. just this nvr happen for a long long time alrdy. k wasnt tt long mayb for few mths alrdy. but i shuld nt hav told mummy. she mentioned abt full body check up agn.

sighhhhhhhhhh.
i dont wannnnnnnnn. ok nvm. dont ask me.

and well some stuff upsetted me too.
only i tink few ppl noe. i do hav expectation of myself. its jus. nt so high.
but i do still gt disappointment. it wasnt tt.. if only.

sigh and went home. cried.
cox of mummy one sent. i nvr blame u i noe u work hard. (in chi)

how long havent she praise me? nowadaes whenever we gt to chat its arguement. if nt angryness . bu liang jie. and neg things. bt today its sth positive.

dearest mummy. i miss tt. :'(
alot alot alot. now i nid trust.

somehw i was upset too. why didnt u all. u and daddy.
the words u all said jus now. really jus stab me agn. if i wanted to play it'd nt be now.

i'm (we) are trying hard to prove. bt all u see was flaws.
& trust appears on surface bt deep inside. the trust u all gav was so lil' (now tt i realised)
now u are taking 'em bak. slowly. jus when i'm gonnna reach 18. how wonderful.

one moment. i'm high up in the sky.
next i drop down to hell. becox of the big contrast

somehw i tink one day i'd be lock at home huh. wadeva.

but we'd motivate each other on. ^^