i forgt to post tt..
for many days i've been having

nitemares tt i duno of wad.
but waking up in unsettled feel. v scared.

but ytd.
i had a safe feel. cant say a very nice slp w.o waking up in the middle of the night.

but at least i feel safe. had a nice dream.
cant rmb xact but i rmbered tt there's someone holding on to my hand. tightly.

and we was walking. lke quietly? cant rmb.
cant rmb the person's face. but its a v safe feeeling. lke i wont fall back or lost.

feeling v settled. hopefully today.
i'd hav a nice slp w.o waking up in the middle of the nite. (:

hav to sleep before 1am/1.15am
becox someone wan me to slp before 1am and i say i wan 115am. not 11.5pm!

hehe. i'm feeeling sleepy alrdy.
and praying i'd nt hav any major pimples outbrk.

cox on my big day.. 18th
anyhw i mus loook c.u.t.e nt cui (:

tsk. mayb i shuld try toto 4d for the 1st few times. jus for fun.
i've my numbers in mind. HOHOHO. lke fun nia. :p