i didnt noe wad to post today.
work was better den ytd.?

at least there's stock to do today?
at least it wasnt a boring day??

wads doing me. wads coming onto me?
smiles dun come tt easily now.

i dont noe why. :(

i behave lke a kid. whining to dear. (YING)

sigh bt dear is still the best. (: and ewwwwww. ppl are all asking me whose my dear. of cox my ying la. bt sth funny. i address rest of world i mean close friends as darling. its alwaes hello darling and blah. love u darling.

but ying is dear=special!

& well i guess mon i'd be out for a mission. shall keep my lips sealed for now. tsk tsk. & hui ewww trust us. and i went to spam her msn with love you. and before she slp (somebody still gt sch nw la..) i force her say love u to me. hahaha. :p

too many things. i'm at a loss.
i'm afraid. v afraid.

the 1st time i had this feeling. and i dun lke this feeling.
being afraid of sth i cant see. the silence makes me v scared.

somehw lke abandon kid? i duno hw explain. its lke throwing me in the dark at some ulu place?? i didnt noe wad to do. hw to handle. who to approach?? now i unds.

and why do sorry gives me a heartpain feel.
wo zhen de bu yao sorry. zhen de. *shake head*

and i had a feel i wont lke tml.
and i wont lke after this wk.

oh yahh. today wow.
i gt a cut i tink by penknife? cox i wasnt concentrating on the thing i cutting? didnt realised till i saw the slight red scar on my finger. and later when i wash. its PAIN. bt well nvm. after wash no more bleeding. now cant see the scar bt can feel the pain. and its itchy. damnn. :'(

self reminder. fri buy ice cream eat.
comfort food makes ppl fat. bt heck.