did i mentioned.
tt i alwaes hav lke bad dream recently??

waking up several times in the night.
and i cant rmb wad dream but its all leaving me v unsettled feel.

duno if dream brings to life.
even when i'm working or doing my things. sumtimes the unsettled feel act on me agn. sometimes i feel so tired. and mostly useless tt a dream is affecting me so much.

i just hate unsettled feelings. :(
i dont lke unspoken words.

i dont lke dont lke dont lke.
the useless feeel. :'( the wan cry cant cry out feel.

its all so illusion but nvr failed to got me scared.
its all so seem silly but no one could make me feel more settled.

wonder wad runs in my mind nowadaes.
tt even my dreams become so strange. :(

sometimes i even gt worried to get to bed. tinking.
will i dream agn. wads it abt.

but i realised each time i woke up in shock.
my 1st reaction will be grab my hp and click. if there's any msges there i'd be more settled.

but its damn dumb i swear.
cox who the heck would msg me at wee hrs 3. 4 am?? :(

我知道是一种想抓却抓不住的感觉
想伸出手等你握。。却害怕失去。。

而缩回了手
无奈。

讨厌眼泪在这时在眼眶
讨厌想哭但不能哭

讨厌不够勇气的自己

eddited;
sarah ask me wad do i wan for bdae.
darling. i wan big big hugs. i wan massive big hug.
pat on head. and loads of pics tt day k. (:

HAHA present wise. rack ur brains.
darling asssss. (: