so much things. :(
doin fredr now bt nth in my mind. its jus drawing. bt i cant get the feel as when i'm drawing flowers. :( so much so. damn it.

& today bnf interview. damn it. proteins. huhhhhh. wo bu hui. keep trying cheer myself tt the % gonna be low. yvonne dont worry. bt somehw still affected by a bit. a winy bit. nono abit more den a winy bit. contradicting. :(

ignore me jus whining.

我很累。。
becox of sch work.

loads to be completed. and somehw it seems no matter how hard i've tried. i cant go any further. its lke just stuck there. no matter how hard.

i'm worried. abt the coming major. i dont aim to ace bt i wanna pass. clear pass.
is it able too? its just lke a damn simple wish bt i duno. tskk.

loads of pimples popping up. and i noe i can feel my body system abit messed up now agn. i told mummy my body damn zhun de. once exam coming wa breakdown. i hate it when i cant control my emotions. and whine.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
*runs to corner* find bff.

lookin forward to weds. bt tml is the thing tts i'm worried.
ok just ignore the whole post. i jus nid somewhr to vent. :((((((

no 1 could unds nt even myself. why whenever i ran into problems or sth tt i'm vexed i'd b vv lost. becox not even i myself can unds. i hateeeee it when i gt lost in the world of..........