do maths. stuck. :(
tried to figure. failed. solution? go for revision lec and see how.

morning went hawker eat. saw san gu ma ma (my third aunt whose also my godmama. bt well jus in name) den she was shocked to see me. commented lke waa zhang da bian chao ji mei le. hen mei leh keep repeatin to my dad. well abit happy bt sets me thinking. in the past i mus b ugly duckling. cox now still i wasnt pretty. :X

night time. went down pop.
kena bombed. didnt noe hw to say. the matter tt concern both. we both suddenly so many outsiders gt involved. we seemed to be the main lead and 'em the onlookers.

i didnt lke it. becox its lke. damn step into my life alrdy.
in my life. often i choose to let who into 'em and whose shut outside my door.

sorry didnt mean to sound as if i'm some big shot. bt reali tts hw i often do things. wadeva things i dont lke. i shun. bt when ppl ask me things. too bad or rather too sad. i cant lie i'd just TELL THE TRUTH. damn shit. hen si de cox ppl noe hw i tink easily.

wadeva neg comments ppl gav jus now. sorry i trust him.
so brainwashing for me was no use. (:

& yes i'm hurt by jus now the comment abt me wearin shorts. i'm FAT. yes bloody fat. :( wadeva la. from now on. self reminder. dont wear shorts to places i'd gt commented. bt now i'm ok le. cox whine to my ying ying.

one day if i become lesbian. *fingers point to MY ying*
hahaha. love her bloody much!