AHHHHHH!~
can i scream. :(

nahh i'm alrite. really i'm. (:
dun get worried over me kz?

work been rather alrite today.
bt the start of the day. i was coughing.

i guessed my throat was irritated or wad.?
or am i goin to fall sick soon?? been sneezing this few days..

ppl's been askin funny things recently. even today mary asked.
yvonne did u hav a bf. i'm lke wad makes u tink so?

reason. becox no one believe me. wad the heck. :(

summarised my day with.
loads of bumps everywhere. staring into space somehw. had lil for lunch and dinner. gt a bit upset somehw. and i'm lke having some breathing difficulties.

the tot of jap role play is killing me. nth is much done. becox i cant do one man show in this f shit. i hate proj stuff becox its seem tt everyone's nt nervous abt it xcept me. i'm nt being to paranoid because other grps hav finished this.

if i could. i'd jus use all the #^%& i noe to vent everything.
bt i cant/dont want to. becox after all the %&^* i'm still doin one man show somehw.

and thx loads ying&sarah. the moment i'm home. msn popped both of 'em. clicked and spam. it sure feel better to vent things out. thx darlings (:

wad ying says make sense. bt well. i duno.
it's easier den i tot to say the truth.
bt the after effects of me saying the truth somehw crushed on me.

bt well. no ones to blame. perhaps me?
:(

clicking the hp every few sec./on off hp a few times becox..i'm afraid to miss any sms(es).
becox i've made bff angry. damn shit me. *HIT MYSELF HARD* :(

i dont wan to cry and i'm nt going to.
i want to smile & face tml. (: *wish me luck*